im a klutz.

I woke up this morning mad early (okay like 8:30) and I was ready for a good day! I got up, told myself I would be in a good mood, and marched towards the shower. It went fine until....... stupid soap got in the stupid shower flooor and i slipped backwards and hit my head on the stupid water spout thing. Obviously there were a lot of tears because of the pain.
So after maybe 5 minutes of just sitting there stunned and crying I decided I should probably shut the water off and get out of the shower. I didn't stand to get out, I crawled out because I was scared I would slip again.
So then we decided it would be best to call my doctor, etc etc. So called my Dr. and she had me come in because I could have a concussion. Really? I didn't realize that... (sarcastic). So, off we went to the doctors and I got checked out and she sent me to Umass Memorial to get my brain scanned. SO COOOOOOL.
So, obviously there was a nice wait to get that done. It is now about 12:30 and I am an angry girl. My head was spinning and dizzy and in a lot of pain still. They said that there was a "very slight concussion" and signs of previous head trauma. Reallly?? I have been pushed into a lot of walls and suffered some abuse over the years and it SHOULD have been read in my file. But people are idiots and don't read anything.
So basically they said to take it easy, to rest for a day or so.
BUTTTT I have to work today and tomorrow so looks like I can't rest up. Especially since my boss is gone this week. grrr.

thats where i am at. it hurts. i have work in an hour. i have cramps. i miss someone very important to me (hence the good mood this morning) i THOUGHT i would be able to see him. My day sucks now. I miss his cute face. grrrrr. now i can't seee him till MAYBE sunday night.. after 2 christmas parties. lameeee. well if you read this, i dont know if you will.. but i miss you.